Jenette O.
4th hour
Mr. Hatten
The
day started out normal enough.
Everything was as it had always been.
"Nettie get up." my mom called from the living room at about
5:45 a.m.on that Tuesday morning.
My morning seemed the same get up, brush my
teeth, shower the regular before school stuff. I got to school at about 7:15
a.m. 20 minutes after my bus picked me up.
When I got to school I met up with some of my
friends and we talked for a while untill about 7:35 a.m. then off to class I
went.
The
first class to be blessed with my presence was housing decisions. We did some worksheets, talked, and then it
was off to biology at 8:43 a.m. On the way to biology I heard some talk about
planes crashing into building and stuff like that, it was all vague information.
While
in biology I found out that the planes crashed into the World Trade Center and
the Pentagon,that was about all the information I had. After that we went on a
nature hunt and got stuff like feathers, leaves, and bugs. No one really talked
about what was happening in New York and Washington, because we knew that once
we got inside we would find out more.
When
we got inside our stomachs turned to knots and lives were turned upside down
forever. There was three American Planes Hi-jacked and crashed into important
goverment buildings, and the one that didn't make their destinations were
crashed into feilds. Everyone in America felt the impact, but the ones I felt
excpecially sorry for were the ones who were still trapped with in the buildings
rubble.
As
the day went on I tried to ignore the situation, in hopes that it would just go
away, but I knew that it wouldn't.
On
to keyboarding I went, all I could
think about was all those poor people.This is when things became all to
clear to me, about all the planes being hi-jacked by terrorists and crashed
into the World Trade Center and the Pentagon.
The towers alone had 50,000 in and around them, 50,000 people, thats a
lot of people. It sickened me to think
about any of it.
How
could a country this strong and proud fall victim to these sorts of terrorist
acts? How could a country that has
helped so many be put through such pain and suffering? Those are just few of
the questions that Americans are asking.
It brings tears to my eyes to know that so many peoples have died or are
still missing.
My
fourth hour english class was when I found out about everything. My teacher had
been keeping up with the news and explained everything to the class, it made
everything I believed about this country mean nothing. Were free, strong, and
helpful right then and there all I wished was death upon those who caused death
upon the United States but the only problem with that is who is our target, who
would do this to us, and would it really make us feel better to kill other
families?
Other innocent people from another
country, would that serve us justice? To many the answer is yes, but I am not
to sure. How can you kill someone for killing someone else? Wouldn't that make
you a killer and then should you die also?
I guess no one knows.
Fifth
hour was a drag, I had all these thoughts, emotions, and feelings swarming my
head making it anything, but easy to pay attention. My fellow Americans had been killed for no reason, and by who
some face less coward, some chicken to scared to take the wrap for a hate crime
he had committed.
So I pondered to my self, does this
monster feel anything, even an ounce of remorse for what he/she has done? Does the beast even care? My only answere is
no, to me he/she seems proud, but at the same time full of fear, otherwise
there would be a face behind this face less terrorist.
Now
I sit here and pitty the fool that killed thousands of innocent people who were
just expecting to go to work and then go home to their families. Just people
tring to make a living, and now
what? Some people are going home but
not as they thought, but a lot aren't ever going home again and thats terrible. No matter what anyone says no ones life will
ever be the same again.
How
can anyone be trusted again? No one
will ever know whats going to happen, in two days or a week. I just want every
thing to go away, to be able to erase it all and to not know of such terroist
acts, but thats impossible. I hope who
ever did this pays and others realize that if they try to pull such horrific
stunts, bad things will happen to them. We need to make them wish they had
never done anything to Americans in the first place.
We
need to stand up for what we believe in as a country and as individuals, we need
to get revenge on those responsible for what has happened. Just slapping them on the hand and sending
them on their way obvously isn't stopping this stuff from happening. We need to hit them so hard that they'll
feel it, I think if we do then they will learn that we aren't a country to be
messed with. People need to remember that our country is far from
destroyed. Our country is only getting
stronger.
Thats
how I remember the day of September
11th, 2001 and thats how the acts of the day make me as well as many other
fellow americans feel. Stick together we will get through this all and we'll do
it not as a country but as a family.